peace =D

Well, I signed up for High School Musical My School Rock dancing competition today=)

together with chicken, babi, joey, stacey and zowie =D

Teacher told us that there's already 100+ groups who signed up for this competition.

100+ groups FOR KL O-N-L-Y.

We must get into semi-final among KL and represent KL to compete with other state.

and lastly pick four group into finalist.

WINNER CAN GO LOS ANGELES, AMERICA!!

whoa, can't believe right?
I know it's impossible to get into semi-final I think.

COMPETE WITH 100+ GROUPS!! Sound crazy =\ *pray hard*

Friends, pray for us ^^

-.-

Last Saturday Hari Anugerah, school gave me this. -.-

So-called "pelajar cemerlang pin" =.= funniest thing is, Pn. Anita want us to wear it everyday or else will denda RM10 FML right? I don't understand why they put SMKSM there. If they put "pelajar cemerlang", I think I'll wear it xD And then the symbol like not related to SMKSM one, yor my school so funny HAHA.

Few days ago, I finding envelope. Then in the box got a small plastic bag, and I FOUND FERRERO RONDNOIR IN IT!! xDD! It was a christmas present gave by my aunt last year. So stupid one totally forgot about my FERRERO RONDNOIR already =\ Then when I found it out I was like walao thanks god! xD

The first thingto do is to check wether it got melt or not. It really melt already so I can't eat immediately.

SEE?!?! Chocolate lover like me will love it max =P

And I found the FERRORO RONDNOIR expired on a VERY SPECIAL day!! Know what special day? NO?! Noob lo!!!

Meaningful =)

请 别爱这样的女孩。

她有点懒，她不擅长做家务。

她独立，也好强，她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。

但其实骨子里，渴望有一个避风港湾，让她去依靠。但她不会承认。

她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的，承受她的撒娇，她的无理取闹， 她的倔强，她的悲观，她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。
　　只有这样，她才放心，可以放心去继续做自己，不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。如果没有，那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。

她对爱情没有安全感，也不会给别人安全感。
　　她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情。她爱的永远是对她最好的那个，那个好她心里是有一个标准的，你的积分超过了那条线，她会爱上你，但大多数人没超过线之前就离开了，或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。
　　其实她要的并不多，她要的只是一个温暖的家。对她来说太重要了，虽然在她们口中说出来的却是：我不需要爱情。
　　当你紧张他的异性朋友，她会一面跟你说，他只是我的谁谁谁，却一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。
　　对她们而言，唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情，感情如果受到挫折，要么毁了她们，要么成就了她们。从此更加漠然，专注于事业。
　　她分手后完全不会像其他座在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒闹，变得更加开朗。在听到朋友说有关他的话题时，从不刻意回避，她适当参与，淡然微笑，她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅，而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。


　　她从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣，除非她真的崩溃了。
　　即使在你爱着她的时候，她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。
　　如果你看到她的眼泪，请相信这绝不是她在博取同情，这是她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景。
　　她想对你负责，对她负责，对自己的过去和未来负责，但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言。她很难相信。

即使她很难相信，但她还是会选择等待。
　　她的伤初始浓烈似酒，很快就会变为一杯水，却让水渗入生活成为点点滴滴.她选择在其中淡定，在其中沉默和内伤。

她就是这样，强势，霸道，任性。。。

不会讨人欢心，死要面子，她爱朋友多过你。

她最有保护欲，最没有秘密。
　　最暴躁，最善变，最没耐心，最冲动，最耐不住寂寞却又喜欢假惺惺的让自己一个人呆着。
　　有时候她又充满阳光的气息，爱笑爱说话，活蹦乱跳，可爱迷人。。
　　她很自私，只愿意与人同甘，不愿意让别人跟她共苦。
　　她的家庭不一定很是富裕，但她都是习惯了养尊处优。

她喜欢热闹，总会成为聚会的焦点，前提是她想。
　　她也享受孤独，会静坐在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐。
　　她也会一整天呆在房间里心情压抑低落，但第二天一早起来，又会轻轻松松的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽着大衣拎着包往外冲。
　　她习惯在人前表现的很坚强，一付大女子主义的模样。
　　她会想，遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人，她就一定就会很安静，心甘情愿的安静下来，不烦，不闹，按时吃饭按时睡觉，按时做一切能安心和他一起做的事情。
　　她从不轻言爱，她的爱很沉默，那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气，在她的心里有一道栅栏，那就是自尊。

她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊。


　　如果有一个这样的女孩对你说她爱你，那就代表在她的心里你的分量胜过了她的自尊。
　　你不了解她，不懂她的好，就别爱她。她会在真正爱她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装，做个幸福的小女人，她不要求你要做什么，不会无理取闹要你陪着她，她有自己的生活，她给你空间因为她也需要空间。
　　她也会幻想，在遇到真正的他时，会在他累的时候悄悄熬上点营养粥，然后说，看你这么不辞劳累本姑娘心情又不错犒劳犒劳你。
　　她在你面前永远性感调皮，偶尔撒撒娇，跟你玩陌生人的游戏，在你的朋友面前从来大方得体，微笑的依偎在你身边。
　　她不让你给她买这买那，她会说，我啊，是大女人，不喜欢男人给我买单。。。但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物而暗自开心，因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱。
　　她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然实意。最起码你得表现的真心，能让她感觉得到。
　　她会经常冒出些新鲜的想法来调剂生活，她的多变有时会让你不安。
　　终有一天，她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见，她的倔强被你的保护软化，她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。

得到她，别骄傲，因为没人可以吃定她。

只有懂她的人，才会得到她的好。
　　她有时是有些迟钝的，在感情方面，但有时很敏感，因为她在乎。
　　她有时想，当她遇上生命中的那个人，会爱的多么浓烈，她渴望那种不计后果的极致，然后在强烈的碰撞中享受那种心痛感。


　　所以，别爱这样的女孩，她太偏激，太虚伪，太粗心，又太神经质，太难伺候，太不温柔。。。

如果你没勇气，没能力可以坚持爱她，就别爱她。
　　因为如果你会离开，她的心将会永远冰封，再也不会为任何人打开。。。。。。




Saw this from Kynkii's blog. I cried after reading the post.
IDK why, just wanna cry aihs.

LOL.

LOL! Just now I was playing Hotel City at Facebook. Then suddenly someone massage me. Rupa-rupanya is my lovely Biology tuition teacher Mr.Foo LOL. Then the first thing he said is EXAM== He giving us exam for chapter 3 and 4. So bad one LOL. I keep calling him to give me tips, he keep calling me to study enzyme. So many enzyme T_________T

Then the funniest thing is me and him made a poet leh xD

I said I want ponteng, then he said

一个都不能少

少了就不好

多我一个不多

少我一个不少

少了你就不好

有你这个最好

LOL! He really is a cute teacher lah. Well, he is a good tutor, atleast he made me love biology so much =) Although sometimes I kacau him a lot in the class, but I got listen what he say one lok okay?? xD He is the master in UPM leh so pro. Now studying professor for oncology. Hope he can success in his future bah!!

Ah Huen's two years old birthday!

Finally si naughty two years old already phew~ Alright, she is the naughtiest children I ever seen, but every single bad things she did were so cute, IDK why lah, just omfg cute!! She's the only one who can make me laugh when I emo, really =P She broke my mom's record!! Every children in our house who naughty, my grandparents will let my mom to teach him/her. Then, most of us will afraid when my mother angry, but she won't!! My mom give up already, don't wanna teach anymore HAHA.

Here goes the birthday girl!! Since she like balloon * also known as "noonnoon", she name it one hehe* All of us blow the noonnoons and filled up the whole room. When she went in she like crazy child. She happy but I'm not cause I blew atleast 30 over noonnoons==

Foods =) How to say it ahh? Steamboat porridge..? It looks like steamboat, but we didn't use soup, we use chicken porridge =P You all can have a try ehh, SO NICE ONE NO JOKE!

Uncle and aunt. I called them as "baba & mama" since I was four =) They really treat me as their real daughter one loh. I like to overnight at their house during holiday, cause they allow me to eat junk food!!!!

Know what is it? ABALONE HEK!! Everytime we have steamboat porridge my grandma will prepare this for me. AND THIS WHOLE PLATE SPECIAL FOR ME HAHAHA. Thanks grandma hehe..

The cakes. OMG DELICIOUS I MISS IT AAHHHH!!!

The house crowded with childrens==


LOL!!Do you notice anything? The first moment when we sang Happy Birthday song she was so happy and laugh all the way, but suddenly she cried=.= All of us like wtf what she wants?==

Then laugh back * bang wall*

AND AND AND, my grandmother's got some new born chicks!! WHEE CUTE MAX TAU?! I sit infront the box and play with them for whole day. So cute loh I want some T_____T but my parents don't allow me to bring them home. They said I won't take care of it then lastly I'll become the "murderer" when it die. OKLAH I DON'T WANT BE MURDERE =\

Morning I went grandparents' house again to accompany them yum cha. So I went to see the chicks again. Whoa they grew bigger liaw, they can fly somemore! Seriously they so cute loh! must say it again, cute max!



They no longer live in the box already lo. Big boy big girl can go gai gai already hehee..

Oklah time to sleep ciaoz lah!

Ji Muii Outing =P

So sorry I really so lazy to upload all =_=..So I just upload some of it =P

Ohya, because I'm lazy to edit it, so I use chicken's picture HAHAHA.

LOL~ yeslah, chuan you all one. Suprisingly we got RM30 for 7A1B!! eehh this counted as many liaww!!

aiks

Don't feel like taking nap today cause have to do Mr.Wong's homework, lazy lo aiks! My muscle damn pain now because yesterday did ujian segak FML max =( Saw class photo today! The freestyle photo really so funny one especially Joey and Hou Yee LOL!! Can't wait to see aerobic's photo liaw =O! Heard somebody said that aerobic's freestyle very funny too! If bear blocked me in the picture I will let him die no full body xD! Siew Tze be my piano teacher for half an hour today LOL! She passed teacher's level already so pro! So I really wanted to learn piano from her no joke!

SIEW GAI! 一日为师，终身为父！你自己说的啊！你撇不开我的啦！


Went rehearsal today, well well, I'm quite dissappointed for choir's performance today =X. Althought I know that I don't have the right to say this. Sometimes I hate myself because I joined choir since form one, but seems like I didn't contribute anything to choir. I don't know how to train them, I don't know what idea I can give, I don't know any music instrument. The only thing I can do is try my best to perform nicely infront of all the audience. But today I really can't see any teamwork =( I really really useless. Every choir practice, all the AJK busy guiding them. As a naib bendahari, I wish to be like them, BUT I CAN'T CAUSE I KNOW NOTHING!!! I don't deserve the name "senior".


After rehearsal, saw add bulat, don't know why I so happy and hug her like we didn't see each other for 10 years LOL. But actually we didn't see each other for half day only HAHA. Ohya! Joey and Li Nar having dancing competition this Sunday!! So sorry I can't go there to support both of you=( You all sure can go into final because you all put a lot of effort on it. GAMBATEH!!^^


Yes I'm worry about the exam tomorrow D8! Cempaka's standard is much more higher than our school, I afraid that I can't pass it lo =( They sure won't believe I got 7A1B for my PMR after the exam xD! Hopefully no need to exam tomorrow and straight away can go into Cempaka xD!!

今天听到情非得已这首歌，多久没听过了？

我连想也不敢想。

没想到，我还会感觉疼痛。

最近，这首歌好像又一直出现在我耳边了。

是不是意味着什么？

朋友们，尽量不要让我听到这首歌好吗？

我会抓狂的！

求求你们！

Monthly Joey =P

New thing! Potato Joey this time xD This is the potato which we used for our biology experiment whee~ While waiting for the result, Carmen drew this on the potato!! Funny xD! And I found that Joey's eyes got big problem one. Senget already one!! She can't cut the potato nicely one lo, SHE WASTES MANY POTATOES TAU!! LOL!!


Absent for school today =D Don't ask why, don't so 8! I really miss Joey loh. Yesterday she absent, today I absent, can't kacau her for four days!! how sad =( And my grandparents will sponsor me to Cempaka liaw, finally!! Condition is work for them during holiday. They calling me to work there for few years already, IDK why, maybe I too smart they need me there haha. Friday will go to take the exam =) Hope I can do it larh~


Oklah stop here, ciaozz!

OH YESH

MY LEG FREE DYYYY =DD

Ouch

Sprained my leg two days ago LOL. Smart leh? I know =P
Dare not to wear slipper to school lo, so paiseh =(
Somemore today got two experiment and I force to stand for many periods.
Suffering lo LOL.
Carmen keep calling me "bai muii" and don't let me take apparatus HAHA.
But who cares? I so 8 sure want to do everything one ma xDD
My leg is itchy and pain now aiks.


Planning to join dancing competition.
Ofcourse got Joey again LOL. But babi and dog don't want to join =\
Eleh, hope it really success lar.
If school agree us to join, then hek hek, syok liao.
Important thing is, hope my parents will support me!


Today recess I think my addmath note dropped on the floor.
Then when I came back, my note lost and Carmen ask me to find at the dustbin.
THEN IT BETO BETO IN THE DUSTBIN =____________=
IDK who throw it but WHY YOU DON'T TRY TO ASSKK FFIIRRSSSTTTT.
I really so mad with it and made me nearly throw all my things on the floor.
NGAH. Now I have to copy the note over again.
Thanks to that good person.


Yeala just a warning, don't try to make me angry this few days.
I WAS IN THE TERRIBLE BAD MOOD TAU?

Mad

I really get mad with this school already. I hate my school.

Ridiculous school rules and xxxxx teachers.

Seriously, I HATE EVERYTHING IN THIS SCHOOL!!

omfg, the teachers got nothing to do already.

I found that you all enjoy catching students instead of teaching us knowledge.

OIK YOU'RE TEACHER LAR.

I'm damn sick of everyday the prefects standing at the front door to "scan" us!!

I'm damn sick of teacher's who catch girl's bra!!

I'm damn sick of teacher's catching our hair like ki siau!!

OIK HELLO WHY DON'T YOU USE ALL THIS TIME TO THINK HOW TO EARN MONEY FOR THE SCHOOL LAR!! OR FIND EXTRA EXERCISE FOR US LAR!!

RM40 for straight A's wtf=.= I know you all care about our school's image, but don't too over, please respect us.

我们不是你们的傀儡，我们去学校是学知识，不是被你们不伦不类的规矩搞到进入精神病院！

Do you know that I feel shame when I tell others that I'm SMKSM's student?

Do you know that from now on I won't tell anyone where I study?


ARGH!! Everyday complaining in the school, I will become crazy one day!



Planning to transfer to Seri Sempurna, but daddy don't allowed. He don't like that school.

Maybe asking grandparents to sponsor me to Sri Cempaka for 2 years.

I'll work for them during holiday.

Hope they agree with it.

I must leave this school. I don't want to tell everyone that I'm SMKSM's student anymore!

hmm =\

I think the coming days I'll busy for my tuitions and revision. I must get fully preparation before the examination, no more regret this time! I know I can do it =D So, less update I think =) I rather let my blog dead instead of ruin my own result. I won't disappoint myself and my parents again! Somemore, I wish to join back olahraga like I was in primary school =\ Run for my house!! So, Joey and add bulat will accompany me for the training. And, Mei Kei and me would like to join volleyball team too, must good in sport liaww!!

Well well, finally there's a performance for choir! Fulamak, I was excited for the first practice but IDK why today I was so tired and hardly get high during practice LOL! And Diong gonna create Lady Gaga remix for us! As Jet Yee jie said, we must update liaww HAHA. So, those who attending hari anugerah cemerlang stay tuned for choir's LADY GAGA REMIX!!!

And, I thought SMKSM is so stingy and they won't give prize for those who get less one A in PMR. But suprisingly today Zhen En told me that my name is in the list. Whoa, suddenly felt that my 7A1B is useful LOL. Atleast it can earn money lar adui.

Maybe weekend will update about my sister and ah huen's birthday party. Pity me become free kakak for two days FML =______= Properly on Saturday or Sunday lar, because Saturday got Chemistry exaammm =(((( for chapter 4 OMFG. My weakest subject!!

Recently many peoples not in mood and had many troubles. My biggest trouble is I always do last minute work and kena denda from teacher. Well, this is students' cultural ma, not passing homeworks for teacher LOL. So hope this trouble season will pass fast and everyone will be in good mood!!! Gambateh everyone :)



Okay, last minute work come liaww. Mr. Chew's moral essay yeah~ ciaoz bye

♥ ♥ ♥

Must upload something before I post about Ji Muii Outing =)
Eleh, not as fun as last time, but still, use lots of strenght to shout==
Some of the picture is quite blur and dark,
so I must edit first..
You know my style, for those many-pictures-post usually have to spend a lot of time one =P

Sand from Redang, I miss Redang badly lo. I kept two for myself, don't know when can visit there again. I wish to go those island instead of city, EXCEPT JAPAN LAR! I wanna go japannnn~!! Wanna go Tokyo Disneyland!! Must save money to shopping kao kao at Japan!

*Ahem* Cactus from Chicken Mei Kei. UGLIEST CACTUS I EVER SEEN -__- Oklah, since the meaning of cactus is friendship, I forgive you lah! LOL~

Thousand sorry to her cause...I THINK IT DYING LAAA!!!! Eehhhhh, anyone help me please? =(

转身说拜拜

从高涨的希望演绎为失落的低谷，

从暧昧的短信演绎为双方需要等待的焦虑，

从灼热的温度演绎为零度的冰点，

从相恋的两个人演绎为零散的一个人。

事实就是事实，

事实就是我们已经分开了，

既然回不了过去，就要面对事实。

恍惚间，似乎明白某些事，

我不能为了一个人而活，

一个人承受两个人的爱情是很辛苦的。

我想，我真的应该忘记他了，

不管以前多么甜蜜多么缠绵，

不管以前的誓言多么美丽多么华丽，

我都要学会遗忘从前。

他已经不会回来了，不是吗？

我在那段回忆里，我永远不会长大，

我不会反省，我不会放手。

该醒醒了！你已经拍拍屁股走人了！

托着你留下的废物，何必呢？

我已经决定放手了，

做一个漂亮潇洒的转身，

忘记他=)

Imma rock! =D

My parents always laugh at me because I look like indian when I born out. They said I'm SSOOO black *that's why now I'm black : ( * until my daddy don't believe I'm his daughter. My front hair curly and I got LLOONNGGG sideburn FULAMAK SO UGLYY T____T
The funniest thing is, my daddy ask the nurse got give them the wrong baby or not wtf T________T Since my sister's name is "晓莹", MY GRANDFATHER WANNA CALL ME "晓黑" due to my SUPER black skin colour FML max max max!!! My aunt still calling me "ah black" until now sigh!

Look like this HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!! One day when I bathe, I thinking about this. THEN I FEEL THAT I LOOK LIKE HIM!!

Elvis Presly!!!!!!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH~ yeah! now you know I'm rock lah LOL!! Maybe this is the clue that I'll me a rock star one day? LOL I THINK SO HAHAHAHAHA~