Saturday, February 26, 2011

UPDATE!

GOOD NEWS!!
SELADANG WON!
OH YEAH :)

Go Seladang! :D


Going to swimming gala later! :)
This is my first year but also my last year to join! D8
I'm not a swimmer, NOT AT ALL.
What can I do is cheer as loud as I can! :)
Go Seladang, take it to the top!!
Will update about it, maybe tonight or tomorrow?
It will be a good news! :D




World Maths Day on next Tuesday and Wednesday.
This is the first time I join, AGAIN xD
I'm in polygon group,
but all those math pro in graph group x.x
Nevermind :D Polygon group also can make it to top 10 de ;)
My maths is not really good,
always crack my head because of additional mathematic!
I will try my best de :)
Since this is the first year , and also my last year!




Got to go now, ciao people!


*Hope won't sunburn later! xD*

Monday, February 21, 2011

FML?

我想回去,可是我却回不去。。
我想笑,可是我却在哭。。
我努力做得更好,结果却弄巧拙。。
我讨厌自己。。

刘晓薇,不许哭!
你现在看到的,只不过是现实的开始!
如果你忍受不到,以后怎样去面对丑恶的社会?

你掉眼泪,代表你脆弱!代表你没用!
最重要是爱自己!不能让别人瞧不起你!
自己的尊严是自己建立起来的!

不需要改变自己,
朋友有接受你的一切!
忍耐吧!能做的只有忍耐。。

做人,开心就好嘛!
哭什么叻?对不对?哈哈!
我看不见了,前面是一片黑暗的,
我只能靠自己摸索出去,慢慢地。。



我不会再相信任何人,从此以后。

Friday, February 18, 2011

I wish :(

I really wish that I can delete everything in my mind right now.
I wish that nothing happened before,
I wish that I never asked that question before,
I wish that I'm strong enough to forget everything.
I prefer not to know anything, seriously :(
Anyone brain wash me please?
Everyone is starting to stop me from this.
but nothing I can do right now,
there's no turning back, I guess..?
My heart couldn't take it :'(

Thursday, February 17, 2011

My life.

I had a dramatic life.
Sometimes I don't know I should laugh at it or hate it.
Seriously everything is so dramatic,
until some of my friends will thought that I'm creating story myself :(
I'm not okay? >.<
First, let's talk about my family.
I'm a girl who bonds with many rules,
my parents are strict, VERY strict.
I'm like Cinderella, have to go home before 12am.
Oops nope I'm wrong,should be before 10pm I think =\
Worst than Cinderella HAHA.
Then, talk about my friends.
Even all the conflict happened between me and my friends is dramatic too!
Something like, you snatched my boyfriend or you flirt with my crush then we cannot be friends anymore -.-
Oh crap, grow up please?
We're not primary student anymore,
we used to say "I don't want to friend with her and so as you cannot be friend with her too if not I won't friend you anymore!!" or "why you bully me I want to tell teacher and call everyone not to friend you!!" =_______= remember? Okay whatever.
They even have a GANG to anti me, lol childish!
Well, ofcourse I have some BFF too like Carmen, Ahsu and Ah Cheng.
They really will help me for everything no matter what happen.
True friends used to be like this, helping each other all the time!!
Like what wong wong said :)
My love stories are dramatic too!
But I won't talk much about it cause it's all over :)



I realize that, I'm a crazy girl actually -.-
I did something unbelievable when I'm super down yesterday,
and also this afternoon.
I remembered 2 years ago, I wanted to jump down from the upper gym room in Seri Mutiara when something happened.
I'm NOT trying to suicide, I just felt like, that height maybe can make me became OKU.
The reason why I want to be OKU, I think just few of my BFF knows.
Okay I know it's funny but I really put one of leg my outside the window :(
and Gan Yang gor saw it then blocked me from doing that.
Flashback that moment, I'm really stupid.
And don't worry lol, I will never do that anymore haha.


Well today, my tears dropped for the whole day.
I can cry within one second today!
Fulamak maybe I can break the world record? XD!!
And I screwed my history topical test!!
I HATE HISTORY!!!
Okay, I will end my story here,
goodnight, world!

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

What's the point?

Just now I went crazy, I threw my phone onto the floor.
It separated into few pieces and I'm laughing at it.
Everything is not important for me anymore.
NOT anymore.
My heart is breaking again and again.
What's the point?

Monday, February 14, 2011

Happy Valentine's Day!


HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to everyone!





Wow, this year's valentine is crazy,like super duper crazy!
I had a lot of memories today! :)
Chi Foong and Navian are lovely!
Chi Foong gave each 5Science1 girls a rose and lolipop.
And Navian gave everyone a cupcake LOL!

This is the first time I received huge bear bear, roses and ferrero rocher on Valentine's Day!
Thank you!


I think this year is the first year I can feel the Valentine atmosphere :)
Not because I get presents, it's because every of my friend was like nervous for the valentine and don't know what to buy as present LOL
then, the students are being called up to get their present,
so it's like, totally different feel and I like it!!!
I guess I only can feel this at Cempaka school? Government school won't do this I swear!
Too bad it's my last year in school! :(


It's a special day for me. I won't forget about today forever :)

Wednesday, February 09, 2011

*Cleaning dust*

Nothing much to say.
There's something happy and sad happened recently.
Yeah so this is life :)
I'm trying to reduce stress >.<
Stress made me no appetite to eat, sad case.
I want to grow fat, aim for 40kg this year!!!


Off to sleep, goodnight