First food poisoning in 2011.

I don't understand why I always get food poison -.-

And it will happen every beginning of the year!

Flashback the first time I get food poison,

I skipped my first term exam then I get the last in my class!! >8(

This time is a little bit different because I'm having slightly fever =\

Nowadays many peoples fell sick and I pray that I won't be one of them because CNY is coming!

But seems like I think too much yeah -.-

Yesterday midnight I felt my head is so heavy and dizzy!

It's like the whole world is spinning!

Then I went down to find my mom and she fed me some medicine,

the AWESOME medicine made me vomit once I reached my room!

When I'm really blur, I texted him and don't allow him to school just to accompany me.

*I know I'm childish :( *

He couldn't make it because of him table tennis competition.

first time sleep without air-conditioner but still felt cold!

My sister wake me up on 12.30pm, when I open my eyes, I cried :(

I don't know why, I just cried.

I really wish that his message appear on my handphone's screen!

Hate this kind of feeling.

Wanted to sleep now but I just miss him so much and made me keep crying :(

Hate food poisoning weih!

Tired.

Hey peoples finally I'm back to blogger world :) I couldn't update more because I'm busy with my studies, tuitions, activities and also CNY preparations but who cares? Cause my blog is seriously dead now.

It is just the beginning of the war but I'm tired of it already, tired of form 5! I don't want to face all the homeworks and rushing all of them everyday! I don't want to worry that when is my topical test or SUDDENLY I have to sit for a topical test when I didn't prepare ANYTHING like today =\

I'm a person that will give myself a lot of tensions, it's truth. I will blame myself for not doing well in my examinations or things that I SHOULD try my best to do. I'm trying to relax this few years but I just couldn't make it. Tensions are all around me! I will get nervous easily because of a little thing :( I know in cempaka I shouldn't expect myself to get A's in all subject, pass is more than enough but do you think that I'm really satisfy for my finals last year? I'M NOT and I'm still blaming myself because I didn't put more efforts on my finals.

I realize that I didn't laugh as much as I do like I'm still in mutiara nowadays. It's like the things that can make me laugh is lesser and lesser. How long I didn't laugh until stomuchache and hardly breathe? I used to laugh like this everyday in mutiara but why not in cempaka? :( I admit that cempaka is not belong to my world. Maybe I can't communicate with rich peoples or I'm not used to it yet. I like to laugh crazily, in mutiarans' eyes I'm just a funny girl but in cempakans' eyes, maybe I'm a bitch or crazy girl or whatsoever already.

亲爱的母亲大人说，被一个人讨厌就代表自己有能力所以才会令人产生妒忌 :)

所以刘晓薇！你要相信自己是有能力的！

如果那一丁点小风雨就能把你打倒，以后怎样出来面对大大大大风暴呢？

Form 5 :)

Hi guys, after four days of school, finally I'm here to update my bloggie.
Form 5 life, what to say? Hectic and headache.
First day of school is really oh my god!
Science 1 is so quiet compared with science 2!
I'm not used to it yet, I never get into such a quiet class before!
I miss science 2 badly =\
three of us always go to science 2 during our lunch time!
Well, not to say science 1 is a bad class,
They are friendly and smart :)
But as you know, I'm a super talkative girl, I cannot stay in such quiet class.
Requested to drop class but failed =(
Yesterday we had our house meeting, I really had a lot of fun!
Since most of my science 2 friends in seladang,
So I spent most of my time with them, crapping and playing :)
By the way, I joined quite a lot of activities this year.
Frisbee! Inter-house dance competition! Table tennis!
P/s : I don't know how to play table tennis at all :p
I'm so crazy ya know :D cause mutiara didn't offer all these games.
Last year of secondary life, I don't want to miss out anything!


I guess next week onwards I will be very busy bah.
After school having lots of activities, then go tution, home works and so on.
Have to start my moral projects also.
I did't do anything last year :'(


Considering to drop accounts or not.
Learnt it for one years, don't feel like dropping,
But my time is fully packed sigh!
Beside this, I need to do my Mandarin oral test outside wth?
Why school don't offer Mandarin oral test?
Seriously is that so difficult for me to take mandarin for SPM?

I'm so tired! Physically and mentally.
It's just forth day of school! Still got a long way to go!

Happy New Year~ :)

This is the first time I went for countdown in my life :p

Not with friends, is with my aunt, uncle and a bunch of small kids yo!

Last minute decide to go sunway pyramid to countdown.

Kinda fun although we just stay there for a while.

Bought fake snow spray that made all of us laughed and played like crazy.

Jie don't wanna join us, too bad =\

I didn't waste 2010, I did put a lot of efforts on everything for this year.

2011, my SPM year finally came.

For SPM, I wanna get straight A's, no joke.

I really hope that I can concentrate and score all the subjects.

Amanda Law Siew Wei, please don't be lazy!!

Fight for it, to get a better result for your future! =]

My friend, I don't wanna lose you, you know that right?

I always felt that I'm a lucky girl!

Because I found my heart-to-heart friend when I'm 13!

Some people maybe don't have a friend like this in their lifetime.

I know sorry no cure, it's my life, I live my life,

but you're part of my life, I really need you!

Bye 2010

Time flies, it’s time to say goodbye to 2010, my Form 4 year!

In this year, I did learnt a lot of things, gained a lot of experiences, knew a lot of new friends, learnt how to forgive and forget, learnt how to be the REAL ME and most importantly, I learnt how to differentiate human’s personality and also, finally I saw and felt the REAL WORLD.

4th of January, the first day of school. I’m in 4Science2 this year since I get 7A’s1B for my PMR result! X) Together with Carmen *as usual-.-*, Zhen En, Kok Hoong, Joey, Yuan. Kinda sad cause most of my 3C gang in 4Science4 or 4Science5 :( Yeah, first day of school, we having our assembly in the hall!! There’s a “prize giving ceremony” for students who get good result for PMR in 2009. I remember I received a lousy certificate for my PMR result on this day haha!
As usual, busy for SPBT works for few days. In this year, Weng Wah aka my lai old bean, Kok Dong aka Da Dong, Adrian, Wai Chee, Lek Hsien aka xiao hsien hsien and many of my gang members joined SPBT! Seriously we had a lot a lot a lot a lot of fun and laughter while we’re working!!! Then, when we’re free, we will not stop crapping, gossiping, camwhoring and playing! I don’t know you guys are what kind of human being, I just know I had a lot of fun with you guys! Fooling around in SPBT room, I love you guys!!

Ofcourse I won’t forget about my aerobic team 2010!

Actually, this batch made me headache =\ Hey my dear members! Don’t mind if I say it out :) All the members are not cooperate at all :( Except my assistant, Carmen Hor! *claps* They won’t care about the attendance, they won’t listen to me when I tried my best to teach them, I even shouted to them just want them to listen to me –sigh!- And lastly, I cried stupid Tan Yi Heng and Hwang Jie were not serious in the dance at all, no matter how I talk to them :( And I nearly gave up on Chai Bear Bear, none of us willing to teach him, pity him LOL! Luckily he got put effort and practice :) Actually I’m so proud of your performance after the Chinese New Year holiday! Seriously, without Gan Yang gor, I failed max to be a leader D8!

Lastly, I’m glad that you all tried your best to perform on the real day, thanks for putting all the efforts on this dance so that I won’t felt shame to be the leader. I do appreciate it!! THANK YOU VERY MUCHIE AND LOVE YOU GUYS! Next year we don’t have the chance to perform already, thanks aerobic team 2010!!

Next, is my lovely choir. I can't find choir picture, don't know why =\ I joined choir since Form1 until I transferred :) Do you know how much I miss you guys? I miss the moment we practice together, I miss the moment we performed on the same stage together. I miss the moment we went for competition, I miss the moment we playing and crapping together, I miss the moment we playing games, I miss the moment bullying juniors, I miss the moment we played “wasabilibili”, I miss the moment Pn. Tee want me to do works, I miss the moment disturbing everyone, I miss the moment Yu Xin jie scolded me!!!! I remembered, once I stepped into choir room, I will be a super duper hyper girl and keep disturbing everyone until Yu Xin Jie or Yi Vonn scolded me. I will get excited once I heard there’s a practice or a performance. Seriously, choir is a place that can make me happy.

I remembered Carmen said she wanted to make bookmark for seniors, I wanted to make too!! I still want to do something for choir but end up I cannot make it because I got my own thing to do in Cempaka. Last day of school in Mutiara, I’m having last performance with choir members. I wish the time can slow down, so that I can spend more time on the stage with them. Most importantly, choir taught me how to be cooperate and tolerant :)

I’m so proud to be one of the choir member in SMK Seri Mutiara. I won’t forget all the memories in the choir room and also with my dear choir members. 一天是歌咏队员，永远都是歌咏队员！Tears dropped. Seriously, I miss you guys!

Then, very important punya!! Krazee JACKS formed in this year! I never thought that I will be having a dancing crew before this! I also never thought that I will be having so many comrades!! Although we lose the competition but I still proud of ourselves! At least, I got more besties, Joey and Stacey :) Before this competition, I really don’t know both of you much. After the competition, we are getting closer to each other and we will gather together always! No worries babes! I believe that we still got a lot of chances to go for competition and I hope you guys won’t mind because I’m the most cacat-ed among you guys =\

Well well well, High School Musical My School Rock competition, a good and memoriable experience! As bear said, Krazee JACKS gained 5 points exp for this competition!! Thanks for our supporters! Seriously thank you weih! Purposely come and support us and also didn’t complain cause we changed the time suddenly. I felt so touched when I see Qiao, Bean, Da Dong, Adrian they all. I miss them so much leh hehe!!

After that, krazee JACKS changed to krazee JACKYS le. Pity Stacey, still be the last one LOL!! I’m so sad because I couldn’t join the performance in school with them! I’m having my finals T__T. After that performance, I believe krazee JACKS gained 5 more exp!!! Girls! We got 10 exp already :) No matter what happen, I want to be with you all, okay? Win or lose doesn’t matter, we enjoyed the moment on stage, we performed the best, that is more than enough! Best friend forever! Love you girls! Jia you!!

Thanks a lot for my friends who give me a surprise party for my sweet 16^th birthday!!! Unforgettable memory in my life! Guess what? Not everyone will have their surprise party in their entire life but I get it on my 16^th birthday! Special thanks to my best friend, Carmen Hor, the organizer!! Flashback the moment you guys throw all the balloons to me, all the faces with your own specific masks, the moment I walked into Neway room and heard happy birthday song, old bean and Wei Hoe suddenly appear but before that you guys told me that they couldn’t come! :) Many surprises in one day! My tears still drop when I told my aunt the story again in the next day. Damn touched! I truly have a lot of friends that really really love me!! Thanks for the surprise party. I swear I won’t forget about it!!

Now, JENG JENG, let’s talk about my new school! Sri Cempaka. This school gave me many new experiences and I met many new friends too :D I remembered Marcus is the first person I talked with in the first day. Then, I started to mix up with Ahsu, Ah Cheng and Ca Mun. We talked, we crapped, we gossiped, I always enjoy our conversations. Then, Sher Win invited me to join fan dance! My first performance in this school. Actually I thought I won’t get a chance to stand on cempaka’s stage because I’m a super-late comer. However, I performed on the stage for four times!! Month by month, I’m getting closer with Ahsu and Ah Cheng! I will tell them everything when I’m super sad and they will find solutions for me. Thanks for take caring me in this half year, thanks for standing by my side, supporting me no matter what happen, thanks for trusting me although we know each other only a short period, thanks for forgiving me for all the troubles that I caused. THANK YOU AND LOVE YOU! ;)

Before school ends, something happened. Thanks for the friends that believe me especially Ahsu and Ah Cheng :) I think this is the difference between government school and private school, like to create war because of little things. I seriously don’t understand. I miss my previous school badly, at there we won’t have a war like this, we insult each other for fun but nobody will angry easily, we’re poor but we will share everything, we won’t separate into many gang, we just like one family!! It’s impossible for me to transfer back now. I will stop bothering all these things next year and concentrate on my studies. Yeah, another war, SPM next year! Listen up 4Science2! Although I’m a later comer but some of you treat me as a good friend! Thank you. Next year we’re in different classes already but I hope our friendship will last forever, must talk with me yeah, love you guys.

Most importantly, I met someone that changed my life. Thanks for staying by my side no matter what happen :) 1912 ♥ :8)

It’s time to end this post. Bye 2010, I will miss you!! I learnt a lot and gain more experiences in this year. Hope it will be a better year for me in 2011.

Ciao people :)

Merry Christmas friends! :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS to all my beloved one! :)
Just came back from KL Tower,
the foods are not that delicious compared to last year.
Nevermind, this year I have a lot of fun with my cousin! :)

Christmas finally came, but I'm not satisfy with the atmosphere :(

I don't know why don't have Christmas feel.

Maybe, I need see snows! LOL

My mom told me a super bad news =\

She wanted to buy me an iPhone 4 as Christmas present,

but too bad iPhone 4 can't jail break yet.

So...... I have to wait next year omg D8

Awwhhh, what to do? Wait lo :(

Yesterday I knew that I'm in 5Science1 next year.

I don't know I should be happy or sad, seriously=\

Once again,

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! :)

Smile :)

First I have to say sorry to everyone because of my previous post.

I think I really should stop complaining cause

when bad lucks come to an end, good luck will come! :p

Yesterday, I got my best Christmas present!!!

The BEST Christmas present in my whole lifetime :)

Thank you! *you should know who are you :p*

It's enough to cover all the sadness in my heart.

I will appreciate it, hope you will too!

As usual, this year will spend my Christmas with family :)

Celebrate my cousin's birthday as well, the Christmas boy yo!!

Going to have buffet dinner at KL Tower on Christmas eve again :p

Can't wait for my Christmas present from my family! Excited!

Beside, I'm not alone anymore on Christmas day!

Then, I have to say sorry to my friends that wanted to hang out with me =\

I'm a girl that bonded with many rules, you all know that right?

Sorry for my friend that will actually mind about this,

but in fact I hope that you guys won't mind about it ;(

If not I will be sad sad sad sad sad =\

SORRY!

School going to reopen soon ;)

I hope it comes faster, study life is much more better than working life!

At least I can have my nap without get scolded by my mami =\

At least I don't need to rush for my tuitions.

I miss my friends badly too!!

Yeah it's time to sleep now, its raining outside!!

Have to work and rush to tuition tomorrow too :(

What a hectic life I had.

Nights people :)

Life beat me down :)

Seriously, -big big sigh- for myself.

I used to be a cheerful girl last time but I guess, not anymore :)

Different peoples have their different fate yeah.

Planned to go Leisuremall, just to meet him for FEW HOURS.

Just a little tiny wish in this holiday.

When I asked for permission, my mom was angry,

she allowed me to go but with an angry tone.

Know what? Leisuremall only.

End up because of some reason, I cannot make it to meet him.

And I'm in a terrible thunderstorm mood.

After that, worst thing came in.

My sister told me that my mom allowed her to go SUNWAY LAGOON.

Wtf, except FML, I don't know what can I say anymore -.-

Why this kind of things always happen to me?

Recently I'm so damn unlucky until I speechless!!!

What else now? BRING IT ON UNTIL YOU BEAT ME DOWN!!

抱歉我又令你失望了，对不起。

刘晓薇，不用想太多，你能做的就只有去习惯，

你会有自由的一天:)

加油吧！挨得过去的！！！！

你在我心中排第几。

10.
如果，不论你以何种方式联系我，
都不曾得到我只字片语的回应。
那么，你是我不想相交的人。
请不要再来找我。若是这样的拒绝
伤到你的心，我只能说声抱歉，对不起。

9.
如果，我从不以任何方式来联系你，
对你的话往往只用「嗯、啊、哦」
这些简短的字句来回答。
那么，我们只是认识不久的陌生人，
或者，是没有共同话题的陌路人。

8.
如果，你觉得我一直很沉默，给你冷漠
的感觉。但是，相遇的时候会微笑着
点一点头。那么，你我是最一般的好同学。

7.
如果，逢年过节，你能够收到我祝福的
短消息。那么，我们是朋友。或者，
是曾经的好朋友。

6.
如果，我开始有事没事的主动消息你，
主动跟你问好打招呼，鸡毛蒜皮的小事
都拿出来啰嗦。但是，面对面的时候，
我还是那个低着头寥寥数语的我。那么，
你是我希望深交下去的人，只是，
还缺一点了解彼此的时间。

5.
如果，在一起的时候，你感到
我完全的没有约束，畅所欲言。
我们可以一起笑、一起闹。
你不再用诸如『淑女』之类
苍白虚无的词来形容我。
那么，我们是志同道合的好朋友。

4.
如果，在N久不曾互通联络，某一天你突
然收到来自一个陌生地址或号码的问候。
甚至，你都一下子记不起我是谁了。
那么，你是我认为值得珍惜的友人。
即使有别于我的性格，
还是要难得的主动一下。

3.
如果，我们并不常常联系，但是，
不开心的时候我愿意跟你讲我的心事，
而不是故作坚强的说「我很好」。
那么，你是我的知己。
心里面有一个房间，给你住。

2.
如果，你觉得我一切都很完美，
偶尔，会小小的撒一下娇，任一下性。
却还是有一种道不清楚的距离横在中间，
让彼此变得遥远。那么，你是我所喜欢
的人。我希望让你看到最优秀的那一面。

1.
如果，有一天，你发现我在冲你
莫名其妙的发脾气，悲伤的时候你看到了
我流眼泪的样子，不介意在架着700度
近视眼镜头发油油的时候去见你。
那么，你是我爱的人。
在这样的人面前，
我是不设防的完全真实的自我。


人和人的交往讲求一种缘份。
有些人仅仅相交了几个月，
却可能比认识数十年的某些人更投机。
有些人很久很久不联系，
却可能比天天都见面的某些人更亲近。
朋友要像茶一样历久弥醇，
而不是甜腻的可乐，喧嚣过后，曲终人散。
喜欢的人，要好好珍惜。
不喜欢的人，也不要勉强自己去刻意的微笑。
我们，可以为朋友做一些改变，
只是，不要改到面目全非就好。

:(

I wanted to blog but I don't think so I have the time to blog from now.

I will help my grandmother at her hardware shop from tomorrow yeah.

After that I'm having my tuition classes.

I have to rush all my tuition homeworks in SUNDAY!

Otherwise I don't have any chance to touch them!

Beside, I not yet do any revision so far in this holiday.

So, kill me please T___T

I felt kinda sad cause I don't have time to go for any outing liaw.

They don't even give me a chance to spend my last holiday in Form4.

I think I will be totally stress out for coming Form5 year.

I also don't have the chance to meet him, not even video skype WTH.

Seriously I felt so helpless!! =X

Sigh! What to do? Hope there's a holiday for me.

AT LEAST!!! Let me go for badminton :((

Gotta sleep! ciao people!

p/s : If I didn't update my blog means I'm dying! ok?

Bye!

6.12.2010

刘晓薇，加油!:D

:D

Found some old old old pictures that I wanted to post last time! :D

End up I didn't post most of them! LOL!

Anyone want to see my drawing skill? xD

Carmen, still remember this picture?

I forgot what is the competition already.

We wasted so many times to finish it but end up we lose :'(

Sad max.

Tah-dah! LOL! Okay, it's freaking k-yeng xD! Not bad right?

FYI, I'm not art stream student tau? haha.

Just a little post because I'm bored =\

Somebody going Johor tomorrow but still lao gai-ing with me! =\

sad life, ciaoz!

No more tears ;)

没有眼泪，没有心疼，没有争吵，我说的 :)

曾经以为我不会再犯同样的错误，

曾经以为我抛得开过去，

结果对你的信心降到零点。

现在我明白啦！:)

我应该要公平，不应该把他所犯的错误都放在你身上。

我信任他，也应该信任你！♥

我的圣诞礼物靠你了:D

My happiness depends on your love.

You don't know how much I love you! :)

It's Christmas month! :)

Hey people!! It's Christmas month yeah~

And also the last month of 2010! Time flies huh?

The last month I can enjoy to the max!

Seriously I don't want to spend my holiday like last time :(

I wanna spend it with doing many meaningful and memorable things!

But the main point is, can I do that? =\

oh oh di da oh~ I don't know!

Whee~ say bye bye to FORM FOUR EXCLUSIVE FILES! I will miss those files, although I still will use it next year.

Say hello to FORM FIVE EXCLUSIVE FILES! :p Know why I said I will miss form four files? Look at all these files, so ugly-.- I prefer black files ngeh.

wwhheeee~ first day form five chemistry class, wong wong boom us already =\

p/s : I miss 6N KTV after crapping with them a while yesterday!! :(

Japanese exchange program !

Woke up late yesterday :D Brought my breakfast along to school! Saw Vincy and Tiam Jun outside the hall when I reached school. After everyone reached school, we requested to have a final rehearsal.

I love our costume leh :D Special for ten of us only! XD! When all of us stand together, so rock yo xD!

After the rehearsal, I went to take pendrive and ah cheng's macbook. When I ran down, I fell down from the staircase then sprained my leg =\ I don't dare to tell the others, I told Tiam Jun only. Seriously I'm so afraid that I will cause troubles for them and couldn't perform at last minute! However, I'm felt glad cause my leg pain during the kungfu part only, phew~


















Ehm, our performance not good actually =X I think this is the worst performance I had. It's okay, at least we tried our best right? After the performance, we went to N2 studio for our workshop. IDK why the japanese didn't come at last =X

Vincent aka Vincy.

Nah, finally I taller you!!!

Since the japanese didn't come, so we went down for lunch!!

Still got many pictures with ah cheng but I'm not gonna post it LOL :D

Ciao ya peoples.