Happy birthday dog!

猜猜今天是什么日子？！今天是我家三小姐的大日子！！

对对，就是这只疯狗:)

比赛过后，四姐妹不懂什么时候才能聚在一起了=\

想起那天，一看到你，就把你抱得紧紧。

超想你的

你啊，每次不开心都没有跟我说:(

有时候我真的不懂你在想什么叻。。

所以，以后什么事都跟我讲 :)

你知道的啦！我很八 x)

今天，内疚折磨了我一整天，

我在想，姐妹们现在在学校替你庆祝吗？

姐妹们有让你感动到流狗泪吗？

我很内疚，因为我给不了你什么。

就算我亲口跟你说生日快乐，

也远远不比一个拥抱来得好。

不管怎样，今天你是老大，你开心就好:)

四姐妹要手牵着手一起走下去，

哪怕是生老病死。

不管以后发生什么事，

我们的肩膀都是属于你的！

你疯狂，你白痴，你粗鲁，你讨人厌。

可是你给我了许多欢笑声。

更何况，以上的种种特点，四姐妹都有=)

很多人看低我们，觉得我们会散，

甚至有人希望我们散！

可是抱歉令你们失望了 :)

就算是我的缺席，四姐妹还是四姐妹！

每个人都觉得我们的相处方式很奇怪，

我们只会骂对方，烦对方，讽刺对方，

不认识我们的人，会说我们在吵架 :D

可是这些都是四姐妹的特别之处。

我们从来不会生气对方，不会吵架，

只因为我们拥有一颗爱着对方的心！

还记得这首歌吗？

老婆 - S.H.E

从昨天到今天还有明天，

感谢老天让你们陪在我身边，

爱的心痛的心等待的心，

因为有你们的拥抱我很放心。

当初见面的不安彼此探索，

也许有点茫然迷惑，

朝夕相处才发现这世界中，

没有人，比你们更懂我！

朋友，姐妹，都以不够来形容，

我们的默契骄傲，

扶持与包容。

老婆，老婆，我们一起打钩钩，

请记得约定的旅程到永久。

最后的最后，我要告诉你，

生日快乐！

Love.

Teehee!

Semua DAI B played plasticine after physics experiment :D

Cheng Mun made 一朵鲜花插在牛粪上!

SO NICE!!! *thumb up!!

Seriously enjoy Cempaka life so much =)

Had a lot of joy :) thanks to 4science2!

Not forget my four besties in the class :D

We can take picture during the experiment, so good right?

Kinda regret that I came in so late!! Miss out many things!!!

Next year cannot join too many activities because of SPM =\

Account paper 3 so mafan =(

Have to go school on Saturday , sad max!

Have to borrow my sister's macbook somemore, ngah!

Have to rush to Mr.Wong's chemistry class after that *bang wall*

And IDK why lah, i got a feeling to drop account =(

Tomorrow staying back for hari merdeka performance,

kinda excited! Hope it is fun!

你给我很多承诺，

这些承诺，都是我得到好处。

我也给了你很多承诺，

可是这些承诺，还是我得到好处。

我不应该向你发脾气，

对不起。

以后不会啦！:8)

明白了=)

以前，妈妈总会因爸爸喝酒而吵架。
我会觉得妈妈无理取闹，
为什么她不能给爸爸一点私人空间呢？
难道做自己喜欢的东西也有错哦？
现在我终于明白妈妈的感受了。
妈妈只是担心爸爸，并非无理取闹。
喝酒会很伤身体，妈妈在担心爸爸，
这些担心累计久了，才会一次过爆发。
妈妈甚至会想，万一爸爸因为喝太多酒，
而发生什么事，她会怎样呢？
她不能够忍受失去爸爸的滋味，
妈妈骂爸爸，其实是在关心爸爸。
那一种担心，真的不懂能怎样形容。




妈妈，我明白了=)

krazee JACKS's big day!

Finally, there's something that I can post about yo! krazee JACKS's big day passed liaw. I became lifeless already FML max.

Kay, back to the title =)

Saturday night, Stacey and Kei overnight at my house :D Me and kei sleep in 1 room and we dump stacey alone in my room LALALA~ nolah, it's because she said she wanted to sleep late. Woke up on 2.30a.m, pro right? Slept for 3 hours only! Then we went to Joey's house for make up =)

When we reached Joey's house, Joey's eyes was like half closing HAHA so funny!! Her eyes half close for half an hour I think LOL. Her cousin not yet wake up, so we decided to make banner first :D

But lastly we failed to make it leh. And then, Joey's mama help us to tie our hair :) thanks auntie!! And also thanks to Joey's cousin who help us to make up!! THANK YOU THANK YOU!

Around 6 something, we went to school to meet Puan Tee. AAWWHHH, so long didn't walk that road liaw, miss it lar. Miss the school time at mutiara =) Then, me, Carmen , Stacey and Kei sit teacher's car while Joey sit her own car. I thought I'll sleep in the car BUT THEN we keep talk talk talk until we reach there XD

I tell you all, got kei means got camwhore :D

Pn. Tee driving tee-hee! Thanks Pn. Tee to be our incharged teacher hehe^^

We're almost there! woots! Putrajaya Convention Centre.

Freaking cold in there!! forget to bring my jacket lah so stupid.

My new boyfriend, Troy :D He wears my hat too, see! LOL

After we registered, they told us we're the third group to perform. All of us like O_____O! Cause we told our supporters to come around 11pm! So we like keep calling our supporters until sakit kepala. And so sad my family can't make it :( Thanks to supporters who still coming for us although we changed our time. Especially those who rush here without eating their breakfast!!

Supporters who gather at SK Taman Segear for the bus :D And also must thank you Carmen Hor the FEIPO who arrange the bus hee!

While waiting for them, krazee JACKS took many pictures~~ I love AAALLL the pictures!!

Actually I making my shoelace @@

J-A-C-K-S!!

Jesper the sakai. The SUPERB high weih!

Then, then, we went to toilet to make up again. I still remember the moment Joey's mom help us to spray the bling bling thing on our hair xD! We like, standing in 1 row, cover our face with hand, waiting for her mom. The spray damn smelly! Made us can't breathe LOL. Not forget to camwhore too =)

So colourful!! I like it so much!!

AND THEN, finally supporters came!! The first person I saw ofcourse is my bear bear! Because of his stupid shirt -.-

Wen Yi curi tangkap xD

And then, we went to to backstage for the last practice. We practice like alomost 3 times then start playing and chatting already. Yeah, this is krazee JACKS haha. Other team really keep practicing one loh. Then, the worker called us to get ready at the backstage already. We damn excited loh OMG! Our energy come from no where LOL. We create some new lame steps HAHA. Got totoro lah, got micheal jackson lah, got the "OMG" song lah, keep laughing non-stop.

Before our turn, we keep shouting behind. Seriously, we gone crazy -.-.

I kena punch down le xD

The pictures while we performing :D

Yeah yeah they cheering for us :D I can listen you all shout so loud weih!! THANKS ALOT ^^

When we finish performing, go back to the backstage, we shout again!! So excited OMG ! And then when the worker and teacher said we did a great job, we really so AAAHHHHH!! happy xD

After that, CAMWHORE AGAIN! with friends^^

JI MUII!! Yeah, I keep hugging Qiao when I saw her. I think people thought we're lessbian XD

Okay, ignore me XD

I like this picture so much LOL!

Mua old bean!!

Then, all of us went down to the SMOKING AREA to....... CAMWHORE xD

Stupid siao za bo sakai face.

This picture both of them look cute ! xD

Me : BOBO FACE

Bear : BEAR BEAR POSE

LOL!

YESH I DID IT RAWRHOHO!

After that, we waiting for the result with a VERY tired mood! Really no energy AT ALL! Then, teacher fetch us back to Leisuremall McDonald and I bought McFlurry XDD I remembered the look 4 of us sleep in teacher's car HAHA SO FUNNY.

Oh well, although we lose the competition, but krazee JACKS earn some experience :D Most important is, we enjoy the stage, we enjoy the day so much!! And also sorry for all the troubles that I cause for you all in this few weeks. Also not forget our parents who sponsor and sacrifice many things for us!! We won't forget this memoriable day right JACKS? Hope we really have another chance to go for competition again =)

For more picture , kelik here.

For video, kelek here.

Ciao people! ^^

krazee JACKS rock yo!

Sorry that I didn't update my blog quite a long time ;D

All my close friend know that,

I'm busy preparing for HSM My School Rock competition!

krazee JACKS didn't win,

but we enjoy the stage!! This is more than enough!!

Especially the moment we playing in the backstage =)

Hope krazee JACKS can go another competition again ^^

Will post about it when I'm free :D

最近，好像发生很多事。

跟谁说，都好像不对，

突然想起了那个给了我很多承诺，

也不曾食言的男生，

可是最近看他好像很不开心，

我想，他也有他的烦恼吧！

还是不要为他添麻烦好了。。

Gossip XD

I laughed really hard this few days!
Laugh until stomuchache LOL!

First thing is the syair part,
teacher want us to SING the syair out.
4Science2 lost control HAHA!
Everyone keep laughing until Pn.Nor came in to blah us.
Even teacher also laugh until got tears XD
Won't forget this happy moment :)

Then played some games with them.
I keep lose FML T________T
Let Marcus beat until my hand so OMG red!!
All Dai B punya XD

Just now during mathematic period,
gossip with Cheng Mun, Ca Mun and Su Wei LOL.
Talk many craps also.
Made me laugh until I can't breathe :(
And, don't worry, we gossip after we finished our work hee!


I really hope I can laugh like that everyday!

Satisfy :D

krazee JACKS did a great job yesterday :D
Got some good comments and my aunt said we got improvement yo!
So happy =)
And and, we took MANY MANY sakai pictures yesterday.
JACKS, ga yao bah!!
Thursday don't play play like yesterday liaw, xD
take pictures more than practice damn sakai HAHA.
Few more days to go,
I felt excited more than nervous :) pro yo!






IMY =)

不服

现在的男生越来越够力-.-
我没有想到会发生这些事。
还要他帮我出气=(
担心死人...
唉！以后看到这种人，远离比较好。。

Fun ^^

ONE of the picture we took when we practicing LOL.

*we took alot BAHAHA*

Yeap yeap, I had a lot of fun at Cempaka!!!

It's because this week got many inter-house competitions :)

Made me feel this school so special compare to mutiara.

We no need care about TOO MANY rules!!

They got many activities omg!

Most excited part! BIG SPLASH!!!

Winner can throw loser into the swimming pool!!

Seniors also can jump into swimming pool if you want LOL.

So special kan??

Then then, they got I MOVIE competition =D

Each house will make 3 different types of movie!!

They still got BEST ACTOR AWARD, BEST ACTRESS AWARD and etc.

awwwhhh, felt so free here..

But oopsie, Seladang got number 3 hmm =(

Besides, I'm getting closer with 4Science2!

No more feeling like I'm the outsider :)

Everyone will chat together when there's a free period!

And I found that I will feel scared without them.

Today they went to chemistry test :(

I didn't participate cause I'm late comer and I force to go commerce 1.

Luckily still got Jun Lam and Moon, or else I sure feel scared!

Well, thank you 4Science2!!!

Mutiarans! I happy right here :)

So no more worries!!

Miss you all and love you all forever ^^

心声=)

有一种女孩子在陌生人面前会很安静，很冷漠，

在熟人面前却很贪玩，很霸道，

不要认为她很粗鲁，她只是很单纯的认为，

大家打打闹闹，骂骂笑笑，表示更亲切，更不分你我。

这一种女孩子，

喜欢和自己的姐妹在一起打闹，大呼小叫。

即使没有男朋友，

在她的世界里，也有她的骄傲！

这种女孩子也会偶尔的忧郁，

朋友问她怎么了 她也只会说没事

其实她只是感觉累了，

她只是需要一个拥抱。

这种女孩子不会轻易恋爱，恋爱了一定会好好珍惜。

她会骄傲的拉着他的手大街小逛，

不要认为她放肆，

她只是答应过姐妹们幸福要大家一块分享。

这样的女孩子不允许男孩子的背叛，

如果男孩子真的办了对不起她的事，

她一定会狠心的离开你。

不要怪她太绝情，

她其实很爱你，但是卑微的爱情她不要，

她果断的转身只是不想让你看见她滑落的泪水！

这样的女孩子失恋的时候会在别人面前装的很好，

大声的笑，放声的闹。

当姐妹心疼的说：“你没事吧？”

她会放下她所有的骄傲，趴到姐妹怀里哭。

哭完了，苦笑一声：没想到我还会为一个男的哭。

若你遇到了这样的女孩，

如果你们是朋友，请原谅她平日的不理不睬，

如果你喜欢上她，

原谅她的冷漠，

她只是怕伤害你！

这一种女孩子就以这样的方式生活着，

她有她的梦想，她的希望。

她时而快乐，时而忧伤；

时而郁闷，时而疯狂；

时而邪恶，时而善良；

时而脆弱，时而坚强！

你可以说她傻，也可以骂她笨，也可以说她冷，

但是她们还是生活在自己的世界里，

希望做一个幸福的孩子！

No more FIFA =D

FIFA world cup is officially over now :)
Spain is the champion, not bad,
But I'm not really a supporter of Spain, I support Brazil =D
Kinda sad cause I didn't watch the final -.-
Four years one time weih!
Actually I wanted to watch but I'm so tired =\
Tiam Jun called me on 2.15, I sleep back after the call.
Then he sms me to wake me up, but then I sleep again.
He called me again on 2.30, I tell him I don't want to watch anymore lol :p
I'm blur that time, I don't even know what I'm thinking and what I'm talking-.-


Went school today, most of them absent-.-
Today got inter-house debate competition :D
SELADANG WENT INTO FINAL MUAHAHA. pro yo!
And then, everyone slept in the class after the debate.


Mutiarans!! Maybe I'll go back on tomorrow or Wednesday to practice :D
have to check wether the school allow or not first.

Jia You krazee JACKS! :D

Sorry krazee JACKS

JACKS, I'M SORRY!!
Some of you might me angry,
but I hope you all can understand my feeling =(



其实，我知道自己是失败的。

Peace =)

Alright, situation becomes good now =D

Atleast I can talk everything I want LOL.

One more thing, I SO HARDWORKING NOW OMG!!

hee, decided to create more memories with 4Science2'10 Cempaka =)

Although many teachers said we're the worst class,

but then we have the true friendship =)

Agree boh?

And we got same personality, we LOVE craps =D

Hope this half year won't end too fast ^^

伪装的背后是痛苦的。。。。

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有烦恼，像个小孩，
他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，什么都会玩

人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，
好多人都会羡慕他们，
然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，
他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，
更没有能力一个人独处，
因为当夜深人静的时候，
他不知道一个人会发生什么事，
坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

没有人读得懂他们，
想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，
然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！
所以他们就整天逼自己笑，
以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，
但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，
只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。
他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，
那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，
期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，
希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。
即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，
他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。
因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；
把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，
后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。
有人说他们是向日葵，
是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，
在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，
而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，
却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，
很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。
离自己的梦境越来越来远，
不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。
只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。
因为在他们心里，
笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。
但其实不是，他们明白了，
心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。
哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，
好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，
总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。
而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，
面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，
肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，
无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。
所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，
因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑 ，
请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，
因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！

如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，
让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们

Miss ji muiis! :)

hmm =\ miss ji muiis! Miss those time ge po-ing with them, share secret with them, crap with them. I will tell everything to them eventhough those things are not their business =\ Just talk whatever I like aihs. Long time didn't talk whatever I like and laugh as loud as I can. SAD!

Last time at Mutiara, when me and Carmen see a funny thing, we can crap WHOLE DAY! And ofcourse laugh WHOLE DAY =( I look weird when I didn't talk craps and laugh until peoples think I'm crazy. I miss them a lot.

At Cempaka, maybe I'm a new comer, that's why I always feel that I can't really join them when they're chatting. Sometimes, when I trying to say something, nobody will care what I say =\ I hate being neglected! Yes, I know some of the boys there, but, I want a girl friend more than a boy. I thought I'm good in making friends, but then now I failed max.

JI MUIIS I MISS YOU ALL!!

And also Yu Xin jie, the one I always think of when I'm sad. But there's a VERY BIG advantage after I leaving them, that is, I become so hardworking already XDD!! And I long time didn't scold bad words le ahem



Okay, back to the happy one! I enjoy cempaka life very much :) Everything just so good there especially foods!! And the toilet very clean also =) everything look so new for me. The most important is, ITOUCH AND IPHONE EVERYDAY!! Keep borrow Chee Cheng's, Jun Lam's and one more new target, Tiam Jun's one LOL! At first addicted to Chee Cheng's game. After that saw Jun Lam got the "cut fruit" game, then I addicted to it liaw. Actually got one time can break record, BUT THEN MARCUS KACAU THEN KENA BOMB-.- Then then today Tiam Jun let me play one can torture people de game HAHA. Tomorrow gonna borrow XD.

And and, I found Cempakans are monster =( FOOD MONSTER! I brought 2 pack of biscuit for lunch today, then i ate 2 or 3 pieces, they finished all liaw =\ especially Marcus loh, he always hunt people's food XD! Luckily I still get something back, Tiam Jun's sweet HAHA. When I think of I snatch the chair with him today can still laugh one HAHA, snatch until sweating. Tomorrow the first time assembly!! Wear blazer leh gan jiong XD!

Okay, got to go=) bah bye.