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Yes, next year, I will be the one, going up to the stage to get my result.
Not the first one, but the last one!! :)

WE ARE NOTHING by Namewee/KarenKong 四大皆空 黃明志/龔柯允

This video is so meaningful :)

Seriously humans! We need to save our world :(

The world is revenging >.<

All the natural disaster didn't land on Malaysia.

but we can't predict what will happen next.

Heart will pain when we the victims are suffering.

Like my aunt say, the end of the world is not a bad idea.

Although I hope it won't happen *I'm just 17 okay? :( *

The world is too dirty! It needs a new beginning!

事情一件又一件地发生，也让我看清了每个人的真面目。

以前天真的我会觉得世界是如此可怕，现在却习以为常了:)

我不埋怨，不说穿，也不在理会。

看清了，明白了，却不能做些什么。

我知道谁真心对我好，谁看起来对我好还有谁对我不好。

大人们常对我说：你长大了，要踏足社会了，要学习如何看人。

我心却想，世界不是这样的。

现在，我根本就不需要等未来，还没毕业就看见了残酷。

一次又一次地告诉自己，跌倒了就拍拍屁股笑着学习站起来，

“薇薇，不要怕，你是好娃娃，自己跌倒自己爬”，

这首歌就好像是为我刘晓薇而写的，自己跌倒自己爬！

可是你们有没有想过，我跌了一次又一次，爬了一次又一次，

伤口与疤痕不断地增加，我已经无力再站起来。

我宁愿向个烂泥一样，我说我甘愿。

才发现，原来在我最需要别人支持的时候，

却找不到一双手，更找不到真心。。。

刚才吃晚餐，我微笑我说废话，

可是姨丈却说：薇，你心事重重。

我还能说些什么？

有没有人可以告诉我，朋友是什么？

瑜馨姐，gan yang gor, 你们在哪里？

我已经欲哭无泪了，我已经没有信心了，

你们在哪里？

换作是以前，不管发生什么事，就算她们受连累也好，

她们从不埋怨，她们还教我如何解决，陪我面对，

现在呢？我管你死在路中央，除非你有利用价值。

人哪人，为什么要变成这样？！

18/3/2011

累了，照惯例努力清醒着。

14/3/2011

No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he'll never make you cry.

10.3.2011

传说，在很久很久以前，国王要将自己美丽的女儿嫁出去。

很多很多的王子闻之前来。

公主决定，如果谁钩她的尾指，那人就是她的丈夫。

在选婚的那天，公主身穿白纱，走到王子们的面前，

向他们一一伸出尾指，可是没有人勾住她的尾指。

她很失望，正当她放弃之际，有人轻轻勾住她的尾指。

那人，正是他要找寻的王子，勾住她尾指的人。

他们订了婚，可是这时爆发了军队的暴乱。王子被迫离开公主，去平息战乱。

在王子离开之际，他再次勾住公主的尾指。他们约定，王子一定会回来娶公主。

王子离开了，这一去，就是十年。

公主依旧美丽，来求婚的人络绎不绝。

很多人都劝说公主重新选择伴侣。

公主依旧爱着他，她的王子。

最后，公主做出决定，如果有一个人像王子一样勾住她的尾指，她就嫁给他。

在选婚的那一天，公主又伸出了尾指。可是没有人勾住她的尾指。

公主依旧选择孤独的生活。

有一天，宫殿里来了一个乞丐来求婚，守卫挡住了他。

可是公主一视同仁，允许他的求婚。公主伸出了她的尾指。

奇迹的是，那个人勾住了她的尾指。公主惊奇，她看不见他的脸。

缓缓地，那个乞丐掀开帽子，原来是失踪多年的王子，她的爱人。

那夜，公主见到了她的爱人，那夜，他们私守终生。

美好的东西，总是烟消云散。

当鸡鸣的时候，王子起身，悄悄离开了公主，他的爱人。

原来，那是王子的灵魂。

王子遵守承诺，在7月7日，灵魂离开人间之前的最后一天，回到公主的身边。

后来，人们发现了王子的尸体。他是在回国的途中，被谋杀。

公主来在王子的身边，看着自己的爱人。饮下毒酒。

在她断气的一霎那，她勾住了王子的尾指。 

我总是喜欢钩着你的尾指，因为这代表一种承诺，一种信任！

或许在别人心里，你是不好的。

那么我们就更需要证明，你是最棒的 :) ♥

Recently I'm busying with a lot of stuffs, as usual :)

Studies, sports, homeworks, tuitions, projects and so on.

Sometimes I do hope we have 48 hours in a day.

I admit that I'm getting lazy but I'm trying to motivate myself!

I have to ban myself from joining all the activities after Games Carnival >.<   

NEED TO FOCUS and revise all the form4 syllabus and try to master them!

I want to go overseas! And fully utilize all my science knowledges!

I wanted to drop physics, seriously.

Form5 syllabus is all about electricity! And I hate electricity :(

Chemistry is okay, biology have to memorize new terms ohmuagod!

And I'm weak for additional mathematics! 

Kinda excited about Games Carnival although I don't have confident to win.

And also excited about dance off!!

Too bad there's a lot of problems and conflicts >.<    

but we will still try our best because we're seladangs yo!

Wow I'm super addicted to accessories now!

I bought a lot of accessories O_O

And one more sad case :( Form 5s are having extra class during holiday!! T_T

Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday which ruined all my plans.

I seriously need some rest loh -sigh!-

No choice, SPM this year!

Got to go accounts homework now, bye people ;)

Failed.

Seriously I'm so failed!

Failed to do everything! Why?

Amanda Law, what's happening to you? >.<

Stop being blur please!!

*slapping myself*

Recently.

Sorry for not updating :) Still having the same reason, LACK OF TIME!

Well, just a little update for what's happening in this few days!

Yes, first of all, swimming gala 2011!!!

It is a super fun day for me!! I enjoy myself so much on that day.

New experience eh? That day seladang's cheer was so oh my god!!

Seriously didn't stop until the end of swimming gala!

Seladang spirit!! Go Seladang!! :)

And Seladang won swimming gala too!

Ahsu and I shout like crazy at seladang booth when they announce the result!

I drew it!! EPIC fail I know XD but who cares?

Ahsu you love it right? AHAHA

I really had a lot of fun and I miss it!!!

Too bad it is my last year! :(

Then Tuesday and Wednesday we're having World Maths Day!

I damn failed I know :( My brain rusted already!!

How am I going to sit for SPM ngeh? =\

Okay back to the title!

F5Y11 polygon make it to top 37 in the world :O

I know it is low but then still unbelievable!!!

Cause I saw some of the year11 students was like simply do it.

Keep strike out, didn't do it seriously >.<

I'm kinda mad with it actually but nothing I can do.

So when I see our name, I was like OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE!

Feel sad for him because his group is in top 12.

He can't get a trophy means I cannot snatch the trophy to be mine -.-!

Although the 100 games really kill me but I enjoy it too! :)

Everyone start their preparation for Games Carnival.

I really have to focus on the inter-house dance!

I won't let anything happen when I'm on the stage.
Some more it is my last year, I have to try my best!

Form5 seniors we can make it right? :)

Another excited game is frisbee!!

I worry that I don't have enough stamina to play the game.

Frissbee have to run a lot! AND I MUST BE RUDE! >.<

I'm not afraid to fall, I just afraid that I will implicate my teammates!

Will try my best to help seladang!

Because I know I didn't contribute much for it :(

Yes, after games carnival, I have to focus on my studies.

So far I never revise for Form4 syllabus, NOT AT ALL.

SPM is serious, real serious.

I also have to control myself to stop FB-ing, seriously!

Jiayou Amanda Law!! :)

Fight for your future!!

UPDATE!

GOOD NEWS!!

SELADANG WON!

OH YEAH :)

Go Seladang! :D

Going to swimming gala later! :)

This is my first year but also my last year to join! D8

I'm not a swimmer, NOT AT ALL.

What can I do is cheer as loud as I can! :)

Go Seladang, take it to the top!!

Will update about it, maybe tonight or tomorrow?

It will be a good news! :D

World Maths Day on next Tuesday and Wednesday.

This is the first time I join, AGAIN xD

I'm in polygon group,

but all those math pro in graph group x.x

Nevermind :D Polygon group also can make it to top 10 de ;)

My maths is not really good,

always crack my head because of additional mathematic!

I will try my best de :)

Since this is the first year , and also my last year!

Got to go now, ciao people!

*Hope won't sunburn later! xD*

FML?

我想回去，可是我却回不去。。

我想笑，可是我却在哭。。

我努力做得更好，结果却弄巧拙。。

我讨厌自己。。

刘晓薇，不许哭！

你现在看到的，只不过是现实的开始！

如果你忍受不到，以后怎样去面对丑恶的社会？

你掉眼泪，代表你脆弱！代表你没用！

最重要是爱自己！不能让别人瞧不起你！

自己的尊严是自己建立起来的！

不需要改变自己，

朋友有接受你的一切！

忍耐吧！能做的只有忍耐。。

做人，开心就好嘛！

哭什么叻？对不对？哈哈！

我看不见了，前面是一片黑暗的，

我只能靠自己摸索出去，慢慢地。。

我不会再相信任何人，从此以后。

I wish :(

I really wish that I can delete everything in my mind right now.

I wish that nothing happened before,

I wish that I never asked that question before,

I wish that I'm strong enough to forget everything.

I prefer not to know anything, seriously :(

Anyone brain wash me please?

Everyone is starting to stop me from this.

but nothing I can do right now,

there's no turning back, I guess..?

My heart couldn't take it :'(

My life.

I had a dramatic life.

Sometimes I don't know I should laugh at it or hate it.

Seriously everything is so dramatic,

until some of my friends will thought that I'm creating story myself :(

I'm not okay? >.<

First, let's talk about my family.

I'm a girl who bonds with many rules,

my parents are strict, VERY strict.

I'm like Cinderella, have to go home before 12am.

Oops nope I'm wrong,should be before 10pm I think =\

Worst than Cinderella HAHA.

Then, talk about my friends.

Even all the conflict happened between me and my friends is dramatic too!

Something like, you snatched my boyfriend or you flirt with my crush then we cannot be friends anymore -.-

Oh crap, grow up please?

We're not primary student anymore,

we used to say "I don't want to friend with her and so as you cannot be friend with her too if not I won't friend you anymore!!" or "why you bully me I want to tell teacher and call everyone not to friend you!!" =_______= remember? Okay whatever.

They even have a GANG to anti me, lol childish!

Well, ofcourse I have some BFF too like Carmen, Ahsu and Ah Cheng.

They really will help me for everything no matter what happen.

True friends used to be like this, helping each other all the time!!

Like what wong wong said :)

My love stories are dramatic too!

But I won't talk much about it cause it's all over :)

I realize that, I'm a crazy girl actually -.-

I did something unbelievable when I'm super down yesterday,

and also this afternoon.

I remembered 2 years ago, I wanted to jump down from the upper gym room in Seri Mutiara when something happened.

I'm NOT trying to suicide, I just felt like, that height maybe can make me became OKU.

The reason why I want to be OKU, I think just few of my BFF knows.

Okay I know it's funny but I really put one of leg my outside the window :(

and Gan Yang gor saw it then blocked me from doing that.

Flashback that moment, I'm really stupid.

And don't worry lol, I will never do that anymore haha.

Well today, my tears dropped for the whole day.

I can cry within one second today!

Fulamak maybe I can break the world record? XD!!

And I screwed my history topical test!!

I HATE HISTORY!!!

Okay, I will end my story here,

goodnight, world!

What's the point?

Just now I went crazy, I threw my phone onto the floor.

It separated into few pieces and I'm laughing at it.

Everything is not important for me anymore.

NOT anymore.

My heart is breaking again and again.

What's the point?

Happy Valentine's Day!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to everyone!

Wow, this year's valentine is crazy,like super duper crazy!

I had a lot of memories today! :)

Chi Foong and Navian are lovely!

Chi Foong gave each 5Science1 girls a rose and lolipop.

And Navian gave everyone a cupcake LOL!

This is the first time I received huge bear bear, roses and ferrero rocher on Valentine's Day!

Thank you! ♥ ♥ ♥

I think this year is the first year I can feel the Valentine atmosphere :)

Not because I get presents, it's because every of my friend was like nervous for the valentine and don't know what to buy as present LOL

then, the students are being called up to get their present,

so it's like, totally different feel and I like it!!!

I guess I only can feel this at Cempaka school? Government school won't do this I swear!

Too bad it's my last year in school! :(

It's a special day for me. I won't forget about today forever :) ♥

*Cleaning dust*

Nothing much to say.

There's something happy and sad happened recently.

Yeah so this is life :)

I'm trying to reduce stress >.<

Stress made me no appetite to eat, sad case.

I want to grow fat, aim for 40kg this year!!!

Off to sleep, goodnight ♥