Sorry

I just want my birthday to be memorable every year...

Free now! :D

Yesh, midyear examination is officially ended! :D :D times hundreds smiley faces!!

I have been stressing for this stupid thing for 8 days! ohno :o

And now I'm free. BUT BUT BUT I still need to stress for tuitions now >.<

I'm came here to clean the dusts on my blog :p

I know it's no point to save this poor dead blog but since I'm so hyper now SO YEAH :D *or else I won't update my blog lol! :p*

Uhm, conclusion for this examination is.... GG.com!

I'm serious this time! Super serious!!

Last year finals I still have A LITTLE HOPE on every subjects.

This time... HOPELESS!!!

I'm so worry about my physics, biology, additional mathematics and accounts :(

SO SO SO DAMN WORRY!!

I hope teacher won't give us our exam papers during holiday extra class.

I DON'T WANT TO RESULT RUIN MY HOLIDAY MOOD!!!

Kay kay fine I really can't put any hope on this exam :(

I worry that I will feel more disappointed if I get bad result.

Can't blame anyone :( because I did last minute study!!!!

Kinda regret yeah ;(

I should take this examination as my lesson,

FROM NOW ON STUDY HARD FOR SPM! :D

SPM is much more important than midyear examinations and trials! *macam yes*

Hmm, I have a lot of things to do for this holiday! :D

First, must start revision NAWWWW!!! No more excuses seriously! :(

But I still hope that I can handle SFA which is coming after the holiday!

Without affecting my studies like midyear :(

Second, rush for school works!!

Moral and accounting projects and also BLOODY BM IMOVIE -.-!!!

Pointless lah, WHY ARE WE DOING IMOVIE FOR BM?! -.-

Wasting my time to do more revision :( SPM coming in few months lah hello!

Third, SIT FOR MY UNDANG TEST!!!

Since my birthday is coming, so I need to sit for the undang test ASAP!

and after my birthday I can straight away start my driving lesson :)

Hope that I can get my driving license around August!

AND MOST IMPORTANTLYYY...,

A BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WITH MUTIARANS!!!

how long I have been waiting for this chance? :)

SYOK!!

Kay got to go now! WATCH KUNFU PANDA 2!! :D

Will update about my inter-house dancing competition soon! :)

since it is a SUPER unforgetable memory for me!!

see ya peoples :)

:)

I don't know since when,
Banging my head to the wall really makes me feel better :)
Thanks wall.

才发现

在这世上，除了我家人，

只有你最在乎我。

Finally.

Finally I know who is my real friend today :)

Or should I say, actually I don't have a friend?

I have only one friend, that is Carmen I can say.

Seriously my tears dropped when I flashback what happened today.

或许你没看出来
周围的人都在猜
有种感觉正在我们之间展开
喜欢你偶尔做怪
不经意流露的坏
其实体贴是在
孩子气的胸怀
曾经有过的恋爱
仿佛一片空白
直到遇见你
我才真的存在

我只想做你的公主
拥有那平凡的幸福
华丽的珍珠不如眼底的专注
对我深深呵护
我想我是你的公主
终结这多年的追逐
当你抱着我
地球也暂停脚步
我霎那间清楚你是我的幸福

沉潜太久的孤独
这一刻获得救赎
我突然好想哭
感激你这一路
陪我笑陪着我辛苦
不悔的付出

我剩下的就只有你 :)

Bronze Expedition!

Miss this moment :)

I miss bronze expedition already, seriously!!

I had a lot a lot of fun :)

Thanks to my nanny Ahsu, Ah Cheng and Tiam Jun who take care me.

I'm not independent enough I can say.

I tried many things that I never try before!

Form 5s were damn hyper!

Bronze expedition will be one of my best memory in my life! :)

Hi April!

It's April now!! :( so fast!
As I promised to myself, I need to study after games carnival.
Don't want to waste my time anymore,
Gambateh Amanda Law!!
My friend get SPM timetable already,
Mandarin exam is on the last day!!!
Sad lah :( I don't want to be the last one to finish the exam!!
Everyone is partying while I'm still studying!
Sad lah :(!!!! Some more science stream timetable is very pack!
Signed up for bronze expedition! So excited!
A lot of seniors going I guess??
Too bad he's not going :(
Will enjoy myself!!
Will update pictures about games carnival when I'm free :)

It's tomorrow!!

Games carnival tomorrow!!!! So excited yeah x)
Wish me luck on all the games that I joined!!
Especially frisbee! I really want to win on frisbee!
Seladang versus CILC first, scary ><.
Hope I can win, since this is the last year :)
Good luck to me! Good luck to seladang!!

Ohm

Yes, next year, I will be the one, going up to the stage to get my result.
Not the first one, but the last one!! :)

WE ARE NOTHING by Namewee/KarenKong 四大皆空 黃明志/龔柯允

This video is so meaningful :)

Seriously humans! We need to save our world :(

The world is revenging >.<

All the natural disaster didn't land on Malaysia.

but we can't predict what will happen next.

Heart will pain when we the victims are suffering.

Like my aunt say, the end of the world is not a bad idea.

Although I hope it won't happen *I'm just 17 okay? :( *

The world is too dirty! It needs a new beginning!

事情一件又一件地发生，也让我看清了每个人的真面目。

以前天真的我会觉得世界是如此可怕，现在却习以为常了:)

我不埋怨，不说穿，也不在理会。

看清了，明白了，却不能做些什么。

我知道谁真心对我好，谁看起来对我好还有谁对我不好。

大人们常对我说：你长大了，要踏足社会了，要学习如何看人。

我心却想，世界不是这样的。

现在，我根本就不需要等未来，还没毕业就看见了残酷。

一次又一次地告诉自己，跌倒了就拍拍屁股笑着学习站起来，

“薇薇，不要怕，你是好娃娃，自己跌倒自己爬”，

这首歌就好像是为我刘晓薇而写的，自己跌倒自己爬！

可是你们有没有想过，我跌了一次又一次，爬了一次又一次，

伤口与疤痕不断地增加，我已经无力再站起来。

我宁愿向个烂泥一样，我说我甘愿。

才发现，原来在我最需要别人支持的时候，

却找不到一双手，更找不到真心。。。

刚才吃晚餐，我微笑我说废话，

可是姨丈却说：薇，你心事重重。

我还能说些什么？

有没有人可以告诉我，朋友是什么？

瑜馨姐，gan yang gor, 你们在哪里？

我已经欲哭无泪了，我已经没有信心了，

你们在哪里？

换作是以前，不管发生什么事，就算她们受连累也好，

她们从不埋怨，她们还教我如何解决，陪我面对，

现在呢？我管你死在路中央，除非你有利用价值。

人哪人，为什么要变成这样？！

18/3/2011

累了，照惯例努力清醒着。

14/3/2011

No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, he'll never make you cry.

10.3.2011

传说，在很久很久以前，国王要将自己美丽的女儿嫁出去。

很多很多的王子闻之前来。

公主决定，如果谁钩她的尾指，那人就是她的丈夫。

在选婚的那天，公主身穿白纱，走到王子们的面前，

向他们一一伸出尾指，可是没有人勾住她的尾指。

她很失望，正当她放弃之际，有人轻轻勾住她的尾指。

那人，正是他要找寻的王子，勾住她尾指的人。

他们订了婚，可是这时爆发了军队的暴乱。王子被迫离开公主，去平息战乱。

在王子离开之际，他再次勾住公主的尾指。他们约定，王子一定会回来娶公主。

王子离开了，这一去，就是十年。

公主依旧美丽，来求婚的人络绎不绝。

很多人都劝说公主重新选择伴侣。

公主依旧爱着他，她的王子。

最后，公主做出决定，如果有一个人像王子一样勾住她的尾指，她就嫁给他。

在选婚的那一天，公主又伸出了尾指。可是没有人勾住她的尾指。

公主依旧选择孤独的生活。

有一天，宫殿里来了一个乞丐来求婚，守卫挡住了他。

可是公主一视同仁，允许他的求婚。公主伸出了她的尾指。

奇迹的是，那个人勾住了她的尾指。公主惊奇，她看不见他的脸。

缓缓地，那个乞丐掀开帽子，原来是失踪多年的王子，她的爱人。

那夜，公主见到了她的爱人，那夜，他们私守终生。

美好的东西，总是烟消云散。

当鸡鸣的时候，王子起身，悄悄离开了公主，他的爱人。

原来，那是王子的灵魂。

王子遵守承诺，在7月7日，灵魂离开人间之前的最后一天，回到公主的身边。

后来，人们发现了王子的尸体。他是在回国的途中，被谋杀。

公主来在王子的身边，看着自己的爱人。饮下毒酒。

在她断气的一霎那，她勾住了王子的尾指。 

我总是喜欢钩着你的尾指，因为这代表一种承诺，一种信任！

或许在别人心里，你是不好的。

那么我们就更需要证明，你是最棒的 :) ♥

Recently I'm busying with a lot of stuffs, as usual :)

Studies, sports, homeworks, tuitions, projects and so on.

Sometimes I do hope we have 48 hours in a day.

I admit that I'm getting lazy but I'm trying to motivate myself!

I have to ban myself from joining all the activities after Games Carnival >.<   

NEED TO FOCUS and revise all the form4 syllabus and try to master them!

I want to go overseas! And fully utilize all my science knowledges!

I wanted to drop physics, seriously.

Form5 syllabus is all about electricity! And I hate electricity :(

Chemistry is okay, biology have to memorize new terms ohmuagod!

And I'm weak for additional mathematics! 

Kinda excited about Games Carnival although I don't have confident to win.

And also excited about dance off!!

Too bad there's a lot of problems and conflicts >.<    

but we will still try our best because we're seladangs yo!

Wow I'm super addicted to accessories now!

I bought a lot of accessories O_O

And one more sad case :( Form 5s are having extra class during holiday!! T_T

Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday which ruined all my plans.

I seriously need some rest loh -sigh!-

No choice, SPM this year!

Got to go accounts homework now, bye people ;)

Failed.

Seriously I'm so failed!

Failed to do everything! Why?

Amanda Law, what's happening to you? >.<

Stop being blur please!!

*slapping myself*

Recently.

Sorry for not updating :) Still having the same reason, LACK OF TIME!

Well, just a little update for what's happening in this few days!

Yes, first of all, swimming gala 2011!!!

It is a super fun day for me!! I enjoy myself so much on that day.

New experience eh? That day seladang's cheer was so oh my god!!

Seriously didn't stop until the end of swimming gala!

Seladang spirit!! Go Seladang!! :)

And Seladang won swimming gala too!

Ahsu and I shout like crazy at seladang booth when they announce the result!

I drew it!! EPIC fail I know XD but who cares?

Ahsu you love it right? AHAHA

I really had a lot of fun and I miss it!!!

Too bad it is my last year! :(

Then Tuesday and Wednesday we're having World Maths Day!

I damn failed I know :( My brain rusted already!!

How am I going to sit for SPM ngeh? =\

Okay back to the title!

F5Y11 polygon make it to top 37 in the world :O

I know it is low but then still unbelievable!!!

Cause I saw some of the year11 students was like simply do it.

Keep strike out, didn't do it seriously >.<

I'm kinda mad with it actually but nothing I can do.

So when I see our name, I was like OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE!

Feel sad for him because his group is in top 12.

He can't get a trophy means I cannot snatch the trophy to be mine -.-!

Although the 100 games really kill me but I enjoy it too! :)

Everyone start their preparation for Games Carnival.

I really have to focus on the inter-house dance!

I won't let anything happen when I'm on the stage.
Some more it is my last year, I have to try my best!

Form5 seniors we can make it right? :)

Another excited game is frisbee!!

I worry that I don't have enough stamina to play the game.

Frissbee have to run a lot! AND I MUST BE RUDE! >.<

I'm not afraid to fall, I just afraid that I will implicate my teammates!

Will try my best to help seladang!

Because I know I didn't contribute much for it :(

Yes, after games carnival, I have to focus on my studies.

So far I never revise for Form4 syllabus, NOT AT ALL.

SPM is serious, real serious.

I also have to control myself to stop FB-ing, seriously!

Jiayou Amanda Law!! :)

Fight for your future!!