EMO again!

I know I promised won't blogging until PMR..
but then, emo la weih ~=(
must release out la!!!

首先 要跟你说对不起
要知道 我是多么害怕爱情
或许 单身贵族会比较适合我
要照顾身体 不要每次开夜车 懂吗？

我真得很爱瑜馨姐
我的心事垃圾桶
今天跟她谈 也第一次在学校谈心事会哭
我从来不会在学校因心事而哭
姐 其实我真得很想哭
只是我不敢
我害怕异样的眼光

姐 虽然只是那两滴眼泪
可是它们让我知道有你是很幸福的！
姐 你什么都能弄丢
就是我能弄丢我这个妹妹好吗？
我不能没有你的。。
姐 我爱你！！


现在只想一个人静静的
不理任何事了 PMR已经够烦了
真得很想一个人静静的发呆=(

我刘晓薇
会自己爱自己
不需要任何人的疼爱 我自己会爱自己
我会坚强过每一天
我会在逆境中成长
我会在挫折中学习
不会再轻易掉泪


瑜馨姐
我会让你看到
你妹我坚强地长大！

Miracle happen!

Any bad thing happen,
I also will tell myself whatever, don't care, just let it be..
But it seems like I'm wrong.
everything are getting worse and worse,
until I can't handle it.
I really don't wonder why,
when I put double effort on it,
it will become a bad side..

I trying to forget him,
but I love him more and more each day..
I trying to love him,
but i can't do it..
I trying to help people,
at last I being accused by them..

Actually I'm not mad with the prom night,
I just sad because of my friends.
Yeah,you all said that you all believe me,
but why I can't see any evidence that you all believing me?

我在你们心中的价值
只有那一丁点吗？
或许要怪自己把朋友看得太重吧
你们在我心里很重要
只是我在你们心里不如粪土！

Every time I think about prom night,
feel like crying..
you all just call off my performance without giving me a chance to explain.
After you all knew that I didn't did it,
you all just do nothing..
Without telling me that you all believing me or not.
Why still wanna cancel my performance.
just,nothing......

虽然不是熟悉的朋友
可是从我第一天认识你们
我就把你们当作是我朋友
只可惜 我并不是你们的朋友

I'm a person that hard to live without friends.
But now,I learnt a lesson.
I MUST LEARN HOW TO BE STRONG WITHOUT FRIENDS..
I can live alone.
without family.
without friends.
without lover.


Just myself.


p/s: A miracle happen on me,
MY SEJARAH GOT A!!!

陈奕耀
求求你离开我的世界！

开始懂了-孙燕姿

我竟然没有调头 最残忍那一刻
静静看你走 一点都不像我
原来人会变得温柔 是透澈的懂了
爱情是流动的 不由人的
何必激动着要理由

相信你只是怕伤害我 不是骗我
很爱过谁会舍得
把我的梦摇醒了
宣布幸福不会来了
用心酸微笑去原谅了 也翻越了
有昨天还是好的
但明天是自己的
开始懂了 快乐是选择

=((

Uhm..
I want to say, nobody scold me laa~
I just tell so gorr i don't want to promote anymore..
That time i crying,so maybe he thought I scolded by people lo~
I maybe not going also laa~
*Wan Zhuin laa!!Don't want be my partner,xD*
jkjk laa~








昨天哭了很久
哭 不是因为我被冤枉
是因为我不知道为什么这些事情永远发生在我身上
好心没好报？

算了 累了

Damn it

Yes.I'm damn fucking pissed now!
SOSOSOSO DARN ANGRY!!
I think most of you know that i help form 5-ers to promote about the prom night.
I also got post in that 3DEC blog..

I though 3C,3D and 3E are good classes.
Good results,good attitude =]
BUT!I think i was wrong..
only 3C,3D and 3E students got that 3DEC blog's password

SO ONE OF YOU CHANGED MY POST!!!

THAT "prom night queen can go langkawi" BLAH BLAH BLAH NOT I WRITE 1 OK?!

DID I DID ANYTHING ON YOU?!
WHY YOU WANT TO CHANGE THE POST?!
YOU MADE ME ACCUSED BY THEM..

AND MOST IMPORTANT YOU RUIN MY PERFORMANCE!!

what the hell you want?!?!?!?!?!?
please, just tell me what do you want?
for fun?

BEING ACCUSED IS NOT THAT FUN!!
I HATE YOU!!






By the way,
To those form 5-ers =]
I help you all to promote about this..
BUT i didn't receive any THANK YOU..
and yet I kena accused by you all..
AND you all cancel my performance=]

So,
I,AMANDA LAW SIEW WEI!
HEREBY TO SAY A VERY THANK YOU FOR YOU ALL!!

THANK YOU FOR ACCUSING ME AND CANCEL MY PERFORMCANCE

I don't know that you all believe that i didn't do it before..
Nevermind, from the moment you all cancel my performance,
means you all don't believe me..right?


Lucky Mei Yee jie believe me.
And my form 5 friends,
I don't know you all believe me or not,
got tell them i WON'T do it or not...

just, whatever you like..

dissapointed!!!